My mom only had one eye.   

I hated her... she was such an embarrassment.

They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have…

 "My dearest son, I think of you all the time.. I'm sorry that I came to casa Blanca and scared your children.

 I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.

But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.

I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.

You see...when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.

As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.

As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.

So… I gave you mine…

I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.

I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.

 …With my love.

…Your mother

 She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.

 There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me.

 I was so embarrassed.
How could she do this to me?!

 I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.

The next day at school one of my classmates said,
"EEEE, your mom only has one eye!"

 I wanted to bury myself.
I also wanted my mom to just disappear.

So I confronted her that day and said, " If you're only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?!!!"

My mom did not respond!!!

I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger.

I was oblivious to her feelings…

 I wanted out of that house.. So I studied real hard, got a chance to go to casa Blanca to study .

Then, I got married.
I bought a house of my own.
I had kids of my own. I was happy with my life

Then one day, my mother came to visit me. She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her.

And to this, my mother quietly answered, "Oh, I'm so sorry.

 I may have gotten the wrong address," and she disappeared out of sight.

 One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.

 So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip…

 After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity!!!.

My neighbors said that she died.  

I did not shed a single tear!

Omar Ebnulkhatab said: (Once upon a time while we had some captives we saw captive a woman taking babies, held them tight and breast fed them.

The prophet asked us: Do you think this woman will throw his baby in fire? We said: No if she has the choice:

Then He said: Allah is more merciful to his worshiper than her with her sun.)

 The prophet (sall-Allahu alayhi wassallam) Told us that we must obey Allah and His messenger at all times but after that Comes your mother then your mother then Your mother then your father

كان لأمي عين واحدة... وقد كرهتها... لأنها كانت تسبب لي الإحراج.     

   وكانت تعمل طاهية في المدرسة التي أتعلم فيها لتعيل العائلة            

ذات يوم...في المرحلة الابتدائية  جاءت لتطمئن عَلي.                      

أحسست بالإحراج فعلاً ... كيف فعلت هذا بي؟!                                

تجاهلتها, ورميتها بنظرة مليئة بالكره                                              

      وفي اليوم التالي قال أحد التلامذة ... أمك                                     
    بعين واحده ... أووووه                                                            

      وحينها تمنيت أن أدفن نفسي                                                    
      وأن تختفي امي من حياتي.                                                        

      في اليوم التالي واجهتها :                                                      
    لقد جعلتِ مني أضحوكة, لِم لا تموتين ؟!!                                      

    ولكنها لم تُجب!!!                                                                    

      لم أكن متردداً فيما قلت ولم أفكر بكلامي لأني كنت غاضباً جداً               

      ولم أبالي لمشاعرها ...                                                                   

  وأردت مغادرة المكان.                                                          .     

                              درست بجد وحصلتُ على منحة للدراسة في فرنسا. 

وفعلاً.. ذهبت .. ودرست .. ثم تزوجت .. واشتريت بيتاً .. وأنجبت أولاداً           وكنت سعيداً ومرتاحاً في حياتي.                                                 

وفي يوم من الأيام ..أتت أمي لزيارتي ولم تكن قد رأتني منذ سنوات ولم  ترى أحفادها أبداً!                                                                       

              وقفت على الباب وأخذ أولادي يضحكون...                       

أجابت بهدوء: (آسفة.. أخطأتٌ العنوان على ما يبدو).. واختفت.... 

وذات يوم وصلتني رسالة من المدرسة تدعوني لجمع الشمل العائلي.   

 فكذبت على زوجتي وأخبرتها أنني سأذهب في رحلة عمل...               

بعد الاجتماع ذهبت الى البيت القديم الذي كنا نعيش فيه, للفضول فقط!!! 

أخبرني الجيران أن أمي.... توفيت.                                               

لم أذرف ولو دمعة واحدة !!                                                         

 قاموا بتسليمي رسالة من أمي ....                                                  

ابني الحبيب.. لطالما فكرت بك..                                                   

آسفة لمجيئي عندك و إخافة أولادك.                                              

كنت سعيدة جداً عندما سمعتُ أنك سوف تأتي للاجتماع.                        

ولكني قد لا أستطيع مغادرة السرير لرؤيتك.                                    

آسفة لأنني سببت لك الإحراج مراتٍ ومرات في حياتك.                       

هل تعلم... لقد تعرضتَ لحادثٍ عندما كنت صغيراً وقد فقدتَ عينك.        

وكأي أم, لم استطع أن أتركك تكبر بعينٍ واحدةٍ...                               

ولِذا... أعطيتكَ عيني .....                                                      

   وكنتُ سعيدة وفخورة جداً لأن ابني يستطيع رؤية العالم بعيني.                

      وكنتُ سعيدة وفخورة جداً لأن ابني يستطيع رؤية العالم بعيني.

.....مع حبي.....

.....أمــــــــــــك.....